meh.

Trouble is, I know what is what, and I know what might possibly fix this mess.

But I'm still stubbornly reluctant.

New Year's coming, and somehow I think if I were to look back, it would probably be a year that I could have fastforwarded a lot of. Not alot of monumental things really. But then again, everything counts at the end of the day, I suppose.

Life's a little like your music player sometimes. There are days you wanna get by like skipping music tracks. Sometimes you wanna stick to familiar playlists. Other times you just wanna shuffle it up for variety. Then there are times you're tired of listening to the same ol' tunes, and you upload new stuff.

And then there are times when you run out of batteries on a long ride home.

That's what these days feel like mostly.

Meh.

. Arigato .