Monday, July 30

humbug.

Nothing good for today.

Because the wordsmith is terribly vulgar today.

Not to be an idealist, but I do think life would be so much simpler if it was based on Amazon.com. Think about it. Not sure if a certain person is worth making friends with? Check out the reviews and rating. Want to make more friends like them? Check out what the other users recommended. Don't know if a girl is right for you? Check out the description and user comments. Unsatisfied with final product? Make use of the 30-day money-back guarantee.

You'll never know how things will turn out until it's more or less too late to change things. And you'll never really appreciate things until you lose them. Life is just full of regrets and what-ifs to be taken seriously. Every good moment seem marred by a intangible tingling sense that it won't last for long. And as you grow older, you learn never to trust anyone or give your heart away so easily, lest you get burnt. But play it too safe, and you'll never venture anywhere either.

I wish I could manage emotions better. Learn to compartmentalize and stuff it so that you can focus on the things which really matter. But I can't, and therefore I have insomnia.

It's hard to believe in certain things. It's easier to get through troubled times by distracting yourself with things. I would drink bottled MZG, but then I don't want a beer belly either. So that keeps me on track. Somewhat.

But there's really no point being emotional. Like a friend mentioned, sometimes you just have to suck it up.


"I'm sorry, I'm allergic to happiness."
-- quoted


. Arigato .