Sunday, November 8

not this time.


it doesn't take more

than the complete watchmen dvd set

nor

two ice-cream cones

on a hot summer day

for an ephiphany.


perhaps

quite contented

being nothing

at the end of the day.


not quite used to

blissful charades

nor comfortable in

being part of something else.


rather,

coming close to

understanding

being not good enough

means

being not ready.


not self-pity, no,

just knowing

mediocre sometimes

is how it is.


. Arigato .