wrung.

Quite frankly, I'm exhausted.

When you're down with sickness, everything just goes down bad. It's hard to struggle with keeping yourself motivated when all you want to do is curl up and not think about anything.

And I'm really beginning to tire of my job. The company is great, my boss is fantastic, it's just that the on-the-field work is really...

After awhile, it's water off a duck's back. You get used to it. But nevertheless, there's really very little job satisfaction. Not for someone like me. I mean, really, it's hard to live with yourself when you have to be someone you're uncomfortable being.

Everything is set to a clock nowadays.

Counting down.

. Arigato .