great expectations.

Just for kicks I re-took some old personality tests and, surprise surprise, apparently my personality's different now. Although I'm still skeptical as to the accuracy of the tests considering how one changes moods from time to time, I noticed that my sanguine-ness isn't as pronounced as it used to be.

Sorry Mr. Hedgehog, but no more where's-the-party? from me.

And you say it like it's a bad thing...

One unfortunate aspect that most cholerics share is that they tend to expect quite a fair bit from others. Sometimes those expectations even become unrealistic. I'm not such a strong choleric, but I would admit that I do expect a certain degree of things from people I would accept as friends, such as adaptibility, tactfulness and definitely no narcissim. Also, if I can't hold a long conversation with you, chances are we aren't really that tight.

And perhaps the biggest contradiction about myself is that I am both cynical and idealistic at the same time. Which means while I don't believe in finding true happiness or crap like that, I suspect a certain crazy part of me dreams about it.

Sigh.

. Arigato .